i have some fast acting meds in the mean time that really helps keep me sane. so i am excited to finally be doing something for myself and on some days feel pretty good but then other days i just want to be on the other side already!
i have lived this long without and it should be a piece of cake but i am done waiting to be patient!
and the fear of what if this doesn't work? lately those fears have crept in. trying to be positive. and its a week and a half so far, pray for me!
i am using my phone to blog so i cant do caps that well! sorrym