patience.....

it is frustrating trying a new medication and waiting for it to work! i'm supposed to give it 2 to 4 weeks to work. in the mean time i am tired, sometimes nauseated, shakey and sometimes sweaty. ugh!

i have some fast acting meds in the mean time that really helps keep me sane. so i am excited to finally be doing something for myself and on some days feel pretty good but then other days i just want to be on the other side already!

i have lived this long without and it should be a piece of cake but i am done waiting to be patient!

and the fear of what if this doesn't work? lately those fears have crept in. trying to be positive. and its a week and a half so far, pray for me!

i am using my phone to blog so i cant do caps that well! sorrym